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[12 Sep 2007|01:41pm] |
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Hi.
it has been MAD long since i last wrote. Things are going good. i quit burlington. well just left was more like it. After i got sick in August (kidney infection), and with the hour cuts, and the 30 min drive. it all wasn't worth it. Plus my family was going thru a tough time with money and all. So i left and got another job at Shop RIte. 10 min from my house. its cool there i like it. been there bout a month. and i like it. I almost got fired tho for being a dumb ass, and my drawer (im a cashier) was 64 dollars short. =[ but i got another chance. woohoo. So now its september of 2007. The summer was BORING like always. didn't go to florida which sucks ass cuz i really wanted to go. Josh is back at school. which sucks even more ass, but its all good. but he visits like crazy. He still doesn't trust me after what happened last year. and i don't blame him. but really he should move on from it. cuz if not he is going to be dwelling on it for the rest of his life. We are getting a big check this week. woohoo. Amanda can go crazy shopping..haha. Im learning to manage my money...because i owe my bank 91 dollars from over drafting, which is baddddd. ne who im working on it.lol
Peace love and dog biscuts.<3
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[01 Dec 2006|12:17pm] |
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Well Hello Livejournal...
long time no write eh??
well im a working girl now..they have me working like madddd but see that's okay cuz i now have money of my own..and a bank account so i can save it and not spend it all in one place...which is really going to be hard..LMAO...me and Josh have been off and on...too much drama, and i miss him. He just left like 4 days ago, but idc i miss himmm..we are sorta good rite now, which is grrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat...lmao..well i guess i this is all i have time to write about i got to go get ready for work..haha WORK!!
<3 peace love and dog biscuts..
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[02 Sep 2006|10:18pm] |
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I'm all alone. He left for college and left me here to rot in my stupid dumbass self..im scared he's gunna do something stupid..Why do i do this to myself? I care way to much and im so scared to let him go..im scared im going to be lost without him,which is why i stay with him.I love him so much which is why i stay with him. i wanted to be the first one to say good-bye lets try to be friends, but i couldn't bring myself to do it...I love him and want to be with him, not not be with him and "try" to be friends..i want him forever..but he wants other things...to do other things...I always will love him..I always have..i never showed it that much to him and now that he's gone away to school im regreting it BIG TIME.. its going to be hard, and im going to cry myself to sleep sometimes, but im doing it because i love him way more then he knows. I hope this all goes well..im praying every night it does...
babe, I love you and im always going to be here..waiting for you to come back home to me so we can start our lives together <3333
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[28 Jul 2006|05:47pm] |
Bold all that apply-
My parents are divorced.
I like the color purple.
My Dad has an A in his first name.
Owns a dog.
Owns a cat.
Owns a goat.
I think monkeys are neet.
Lives in an apartment.
Wants to go to England
I live in America.
Satanist.
Christian.
--Favorites--
Color?: green
Band?: Fall Out Boy
Flavor ice cream?: mint chocolate chip
Food?: Itialian
Shampoo?: doesn't matter
Word?: shat
Shade of gray?: uhh light?
Genre of music?: i like all kinds of music
Person?: ???
Feature on a guy?: eyes
Feature on yourself?: eyes
Movie?: willy wonka and the chocolate factory
TV show?: CHARMED
Type of meat?: ewwww
Phrase?: "that's gay'
Song?: idk? i have lotz
Artist (painting, drawing, ect.)?: monet
Celebrity?: idk?
Actor?: the guy from House.
---Last Time---
You hugged?: uhhh idk?
Last time you kissed?: dayb4 yesterday
You ate?: at 1
You listened to music?: while ago
Listened to the radio?: this afternoon
Went on vacation, and went somewhere?: vaca-2years ago..somewhere- at1
----Music----
Do you like rock?: yes
Do you like Classical?: yes
Do you like Rap?: yeah
Do you like Country?: some
Do you like Hip-Hop?: yeah
Do you like R&B?: some
Do you like Manson?: yeah
Do you like Brittney Spears?: yea
Do you like Good Charlotte?: yes
Do you like 50 Cent?: idk?
Do you like Eminem?: yeah! hes also hot
Do you like The Beastie Boys?: i guess
Who's the best singer?: idk
Do you like The Beatles?: idk?
Do you like Led Zeppelin?: idk?
Do you like Lynyrd Skynyrd?: idk?
-----People-----
Who's is/are your best friend/s?: Josh,Kristi,ashley,brea,heatherB, lunch buddy
Do you have a boy/girlfriend?: yes<33333333333
Who is/are your enemys?: idk?
------Which Friend is...------
Funniest?: brea
Stupidest?:me
Smartest?: all
Prettiest?: they all are
Most artistic?: uhhh idk??
Most unique?: idk?
Most Ghetto?: Mitch..aha
Most Goth?: none
Most Geeky?: idk
Most Preppy?: Kristi
Most fake?: none
The biggest backstabber?: none
Slutiest?: none
Nicest?: ALL
The best?: ALL
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[28 Jul 2006|05:12pm] |
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HEY!!!
w0w..its been a while. A Long while. i guess nothing new is up just that I GRADUATEDhighschool!! YESSS finally after 14 years of school im done!! im taking a couple months to a year off then going to college. Duttchess County Community College.. My boyfriend thinks im not going to go.. I will prove him wrong. I thought at first college wasn't me.. I hated the fact of going back to school for 6 more years...But now I want to make something of myself.. So im going to do it..Even though he still thinks im not..oh well..speaking of my boyfriend, we are doing pretty good. Little fights here and there but its normal, we get over it the next day...We mostly fight over my friend Raelene. Cuz she useto date his bestfriend tommy, she got PG by him then they ended, and now thats all we fight over. He hates her, and i hate tommy..but other then that its all good...
Im going to florida next week..for the whole month of august practically...which sucks cuz my boyfriend might not come cuz his mom is being a ubber bitch...and he's leaving for college the 1st of september...which sucks like all hell..well he's comming over now, so im going to go..
<3
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[29 Mar 2006|05:52pm] |
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well nothing much has happened in my life since then..well actually a lot has but im not going to write it all on here, if you know me you know wut im talking about..
my birthday is in 69 days!!! you all better say happy birthday and give me cards and such...lol
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[02 Mar 2006|02:18pm] |
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i finaly beat Fable.. Yesss!! only having it for 2 years and haven't beeten it yet, i did.. last night, im so happy...
ok ok so in ya face bitch!! ahahaha
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why can't people just tell the truth? why is there a such thing as make believe? why do the make things up? just to be like look im in control. im the boss? well you know what Fuck You to that! ur NOT the boss of me. i learned shit! people need to start to learn to speak the fucking truth! thats all i have been doing! you think HE give me any credit in doing so?? NOOOOO HE never believes a fucking word that comes out of my mouth!. gurrr i hate him right now. why do i do this to myself? why to i care to much? i guess i will never know and all i can do is care somemore cuz i don't know what else to do.....
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[29 Jan 2006|03:47pm] |
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Taylor is here!!! awWWWww shes sooo cute!
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[26 Nov 2005|03:19pm] |
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yeah i see it has been about a month since i have last contacted the livejournal..
Nothing much has happened.
same ol' shit happens in good ol' boring highland.
We had our frist snow type thing on thanksgiving. how gay.
Oh went to the uncles for thanksgiving had mucho funo.
my uncles kept making fun of my multi-color-cookie-looking sweater, which one of my uncles brought for me.. how RUDE...lmao just kidding it was mad funny from playing Asshole with my brothers and cousins, to eating the food, which was so good.. Yeah i had a good thanksgiving.
hope everyone else had a good one to..
im outtie
<3
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[28 Oct 2005|11:26pm] |
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Damn am I a good pepper.
PepRally was today. It was the best one yet.
Only because imma senior..
Our cheer was the loudest and the bestests.
I LOVE being a Senior..
Class of 06!!!! here we go!!
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[12 Oct 2005|11:53pm] |
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Its 11:48 pm on a wensday night. How rude...umm o.k. don't ask..no school tomorrow. which rocks my socks! Flippin sweet!! <s>Homcoming</s> Homecoming is in like 3 days (ish) thats going to be mucho funo Josh is going to be there so is Rae, and All my other girls we gunna party like its 1999...HAHAHAHA yeah right. no but really its going to be fun. it better be or i will punch someone in their face...lol..
Joined the libary club thing. its pretty cool i guess...were going to go read to the old people in nursing homes day b4 halloween..how great!. I mite be dropping my LPn class..idk yet?!?
can't wait for powderpuff sign-ups to start..thats going to be a blast!.
well im outs people who im not writing too.
nites nites..
<3
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[30 Sep 2005|11:25pm] |
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my boyfriend came over today... and i guess you can tell by the sad faces that it wasn't a happy one.. Only it was like untill he got mad at me for not showing him my diary. But im sry no one reads that shit but me. then i got mad at him, and after a while at not talking to each other (thats how we fight...its weird i know...lol..)i get my diry and i like throw it to the end of my bed at him, it falls on the floor, all my "private papers" fell all over the floor and i was like "fine here read it if it makes you happy" and walked out my room left him in there to pick up the papers and read a couple pages. I walked back in went on my bed and like cryed. but he didn't see me. Gurr it pisses me off he always thinks im hiding shit from him, which im NOT. no matter how many times i tell him, that he still thinks it. Then he wrote me a note while i was laying there. going on about faggot Joe, fish, and how he was sorry. I don't like having to tell him 1 thing 600 times. and i DID tell him about how i hate telling him something 600 times, and he still does it. Like i told him a while back when i twist my hair im mad, i was twisting my hair and he didn't even say anything..idk..?? i love him so fucking much and when we get into thoses stupid useless fights it annoys me. o.k. i just wrote him an e-mail...gurr i feel so bad now... aghhh
ne wayz im getting off its like 12:14am and im maddd tired, plus my brother wants to come on...
<3
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[28 Sep 2005|10:11pm] |
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well schools going good i guess. im bored tired and thats all. i just got back from josh's house...i brought me a fat jawbreaker at wilklows today...gurr it's going to take me a while to finish... no votech on tuesday w00t w00t. what funn funn.umm yes umm i like school this year i have like NO classes LPN is maddd fun, but alot of work. I can and can't wait untill june. i want to graduate but then i don't. i have NO CLUE what im going to do after school. i know that i have to finish my LPN course(cuz it's a 2 year program) after i grad. then after that what? i want to study like science type things picitularly space science i love the stars and want to become an astronmer..i know its not goingt o be easy nothing ever is, but thats what i want.. ne wayz im off.
<3
( Something to do b4 i go to bed... )
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[24 Sep 2005|09:34pm] |
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gurr i hate life. its so gay. why does God take good people? people who did nothing bad in there lives, people who are good people? its annoys me. I love God, he's done me good so far but taking her from me is retared. she's been threw so much and then to just leave us like that?! Its gay! i hate death. my poor great-grandfather what's t become of him now? he's deaf, AND blind. my stupid uncle won't take care of him. and it annoys me. my uncle can be so selfish sometimes i just want to punch him. Gurr this is NOT cool. im NOT happy!! im going so that i can cry some more.. and so close to the wedding how sad..gurrrr i want Josh here.
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